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Happy Now
04:31
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(intro)
Lit a fire from inside my heart
Moving slow through the hardest part
These things take time
These things take lives
Second-guessing the job we've chosen
Cashing out before accounts are frozen
Holding on, holding up, holding out for someone else's dream
Shooting up from the silver spoon
Selling out in an empty room
These things take time
These things take lives
Waking up with the Sunday scaries
Countin' chickens with the wayward fairies
Growing up, growing in, growing out of a momentary phase
The merit dies, the spirit stays
You think you saw me? I'm already gone
You think you own me? I'm already bought
You cannot muster the words to impress them
You cannot muffle the cursed expression
You lost it all but at least you're happy now
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2. |
Note to Self
03:18
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It's getting better every day
I feel the bad times fading away
And though it's easier to say
This empty feeling ain't going away
I'm suddenly longing
For something I've never wanted
Where do I start, where do I go?
Another day of wasting time
And I think I'm gonna lose my mind
A little bit longer and I think I'll find
A reason to leave it all behind
Because you and me, we're meant to stick together
We're in this shit forever
So let's make it worth our while
I said you and me, we're meant to stick together
So hold on for forever
And let's make it worth our while
What have we wanted all this time?
Hold onto that funny feeling
Nobody's gonna make you change
I'm going through something I can't explain
I'm gathering bits and pieces
I'm turning over a new page
I don't know how to say this but I've never been this aimless and you know that it's harder than it looks
My walls are caving in and I don't know where to begin but believing in it's all it's ever took
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3. |
Obedience
03:38
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Listen clear, decipher all the nonsense
I trained these eyes to see into the dark
Drained the sky of all its shining contents
And I fear it's all you'll ever want
We will never know each other's deeds
And we will never fill each other's needs
I can see right through you
I can see right through you, yes I can
I didn't do it for you
But I'm ready to start thinking again
One last look around this rotten dungeon
Remind yourself of all you've left behind
Through the gray, beyond your thankless function
Clear the cache of all corrupted files
A sedentary sequence, remarkable how seamless
How will you tell the story in the end?
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4. |
Magic & Me
04:11
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(intro)
And I miss you so bad (so bad, more than you know)
I fell for you so fast
And I wish we'd only taken it slow
Thinking of you makes me sad
I remember all the nights we spent
Speaking rhythms, hand in hand
Now I'm left wondering where the magic went
Wondering where the magic went
A lifetime put on hold by one petty little complication
Don't let your intuition be controlled, it was only an incidental provocation
Are you really gonna let it go?
You might've forgotten how right you had it
Remember thinking 'bout growing old?
The way that you left it was a bit dramatic
And it was easy before we fought
We were livin' the good life, so we thought
There used to be magic in the air,
Now I don't feel it you're not there
What am I thinking?
Endlessly chasing after someone else's ghost
Feel my reality sinking
And you made up your mind so long ago
I should've known
Start with nothing, back to one
Accept that everything was meant to be
Move from feelings, come undone
Broke from the spell and now I finally see
That maybe it was me
Maybe it was me
Maybe it was me
Maybe it was me
Maybe it was me
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5. |
Candy
03:01
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Cut me out of the bigger picture
Keep me out of the family dinner
And I, I'll be on my way
Piece of candy melting
Forgotten you were in my pocket
Now I can't throw you away
Bring us out some new ideas
Everybody came out to see you
But I, I'll stay home
Piece of candy melting
Forgotten you were in my pocket
Now I can't throw you away
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6. |
Never See Her Again
03:43
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Driving circles in the parking lot
This was the place that we used to hide away
Should turn around but it's hard to stop
I know you won't be here, but I'm here anyway
Hit the brakes and pull over, my friend
Roll down the windows and scream into the sun
It's one mistake you'll never make again
There's others out there, she couldn't be the only one
(Chorus)
Regret is pullin' me under
I'm dying wondering what we could've been
What am I still holding onto?
I should've known I'd never see her again
Wish I could know you forever and ever
Instead I'll only know who you used to be
Wish I could say we were never together
I wish you never were introduced to me
So self-destructive to keep it alive
You know she's thinking 'bout other things by now
You'd never know if she changed her mind
Can't help but wonder if she'd come back around
(Chorus)
Regret is pullin' me under
I'm dying wondering what we could've been
What am I still holding onto?
I should've known I'd never see her again
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7. |
Skin Suit Blues
05:19
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(intro)
Your head is heavy on your shoulders
You can cut the corners, play it any way you'd like
There's retribution when you're older
You put your money on the other side
Livin' in a strange time, livin' with a changed mind
You did your best, we couldn't punish you for tryin'
But in the back, you know they're laughing while you're dying
Staring at the microwave (ooh, yeah)
Maybe I was born this way
Mama's boy was soaked with praised
Throw yourself your own parade
(Chorus)
Doc says none's wrong, gotta mop it up
You know it's all in your head
While you're on, hide out from the only one that ever got you out of the bed
That sound got away in the panic, now you're running through the shadow of doubt
And pullin' out with the only lighted ember
They always said that I'd land on my feet
They didn't mention that I'd shatter both my legs
What finally put you in the big boy seat?
We're takin' bets, was it the money or the sex?
Livin' in a strange time (yeah, you said that already)
Breakin' in a changed mind
You used to say it's gettin' better every day
We liked you comatose and sober anyway
(Instrumental)
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8. |
A Momentary Phase
05:48
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I'm cleaning house, I'm clearing space
Put all my belongings in one place
Don't mind the mess, there's more to be done
But the paint is drying and I got the color wrong
Hangin' on what could've been
It was over before it could begin
I'm looking through a dirty windshield
And it feels like the glass is wearing thin
I'm scraping solace from the strangest places
Wish I could take you down the well I'm livin' in
(Chorus)
Maybe this is not who I am
Maybe it's not who I'm meant to be, I've begun to see this might've been a waste of time
I'm sure it will blow over tomorrow
It's just another one of those days
Might've only been a momentary phase
Too much sleeping, empty dreaming
Clean-cut exit, ripped at the seams and
The day was done before I could exhale
I've set up shop and everything I own's for sale
(Chorus)
Maybe this is not who I am
Maybe it's not who I'm meant to be, I've begun to see this might've been a waste of time
I'm sure it will blow over tomorrow (tomorrow)
It's just another one of those days (just another one of those days)
Might've only been a momentary phase (momentary phase)
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Gates New Jersey
Gates is a 22 year-old from New Jersey who decided to take a gap year exploring some creative pursuits! Gates's self-titled first album was released on June 12, 2023.
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